This is fucking ecstasy.

My name is Loren, im a bubbling mess of contadictions, I use to much eyeliner and hairspray. The internet and music is my escape. Im scared of being alone, but always iscolate myself from the world. Menthol is a god to me. I drink to much diet coke and Narnia is my home land. ...Everyone i know, faked it from the word go and i need to know why, That everyone I love has been swimming with the sharks and i dont know. Im miserable. And honestly, I have been begging for answers,That you and only you can give to me, ...Ive been crying for days now. Im miserable and its all your fault.

As i leave this place, and escape the world's cruel torture, i leave you with the question i never knew the answer to... Why me?

I'm a vain, intense, hyper, old-fashioned, clinically insane, dirty minded, bubbling mess of contradictions and sterotypical. I drink too much diet coke, wear too much eyeliner and Narnia is my homeland. i also take great pleasure in being a horrible person